Feel like my heart has been cut into many many pieces.
Maybe you feel like I'm strong enough.
It's two problem that you don't know.
I felt neglected. I felt abandoned.
I'm like a kid that left behind by the others.
I didn't cry doesn't mean that I'm that strong or I'm okay. I just don't want to be hurt again.
What I can do is just run. Run to a world without you guys.
I feel like hating what we've loved before.
Yes I'm bad! Is it enough?
I gave my trust to you and you make me feel I'm not good enough for you guys to see me important.
The other thing is, I've apologized to them. I don't know what do you want.
I'm too tired of being left behind. This is not short term but long term. Its so tiring and I felt my heart painful when I see you guys.
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三人行，一定有人会是被忽略的那个。
This is so true.
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有些伤痛，说不出，只能让时间慢慢冲淡。
有些感受，我也只能自己收起。
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一句小小的话，能让人开心，为何不说？
不经意的一句话，足以留下很大的伤害，为何不想了再说呢？
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我不哭，不代表我真的不痛，我只是不想让别人知道我的痛。
这背后一切的一切，只有我自己知道。
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The end. I have no idea what to do.
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