T-I-R-E-D

Feel like I'm damn tired.
Like hell ! I'm tired of giving response that I don't know how to give.
I'm a coward. I'm a bad guy.
I feel that I'm tired talking to you.
I wanna run.
I can't describe my feeling.
I ... ... ... ...
I really really don't know what response should I give.
I don't talk to you, I feel like I neglected you.
When I talk to you, I feel what I've said will hurt you in a way that I don't even realize.
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I don't want to hurt you, but I really don't know how to face you. 

I feel like I don't know what to say now. 

I feel like I don't even know that what should I say now. 

I tried to face you calmly, happily. 

but but but I really don't know why I'll feel annoyed sometimes. 

my temper is really bad I know. 

I don't want to hurt anyone else. 

I ... just want a person that can talk to, in a very relaxed way without caring anything, I hope to talk to that person I wished to find in a way that anything won't affect our friendship. I ... just wish to find that person. 

I don't know how to express myself well. 

I may hurt you, but, I didn't really trust her so well until I neglect you. 

Yes, I;m bad because I'm acting like I'm a fool and I don't know anything and trust her. 

I;m just protecting myself. I didn't gave out all my trust to anyone else in my heart. 

Once, I gave it to you and thought that it would last but then I found myself wrong. 

Sometimes I even think that is it my fault make these changed or is it you changed ? 

I try to understand you using your mind but I really can't. 

Many of your actions make me can't understand, really. 

I try not to expose myself so much already but just it wouldn't help and, just making it worst sometimes. 

I know you are weak. Hence I every time I talk or reply you I really have to think before, just not to hurt you but sometimes I really can't bare even I know that it is wrong to treat you like that. 

I feel that I can't understand you well, I can't understand your mind, thinking. 

Is it true that there's a big gap in our thinking ? 

Maybe we can talk really well in some thing but there's definitely a gap in our thinking in some way. 

AH! so annoying! frustrated! 

I like to talk to you and yet I dislike it sometimes. :( 

Is it true that I'm bad ? I wish that I'm not.